"Oh its so cute I have to get it!"

So, I have decided I am finally enthused to have a little baby. But Dustin and I need to wait a little longer for certain reasons....
So in the mean time, I occasionally find myself buying little baby outfits that are just so cute I have to buy them. I get both boy and girl outfits. So far I have gotten a lot of little "bodysuits."
When I actually DO get pregnant, I'll only need the important stuff besides clothes haha.

Girl or Boy

Of course I want a girl and Dustin wants a boy. Typical of husband and wife first picks. Dustin says he wants an older brother for the other kids. But my response was, well I was the older child in my family and we did just fine haha. I want to have another girl around. I need one.
This easter my sister-in-law Taylors boy Dallin and Dustin's cousin Kristin's girl Willow were playing happily around the hosue in thier little yellow outifts... I couldn't help but want one....

I want... I want them not...

My thoughts of babies change just like picking petals off a daisy flower. I want babies, I want them not, I want babies, I want them not...
Today I found myself creating a blog for a little Groff that does not exist. My arguements for not wanting a baby are:
- I got married young, I should at least wait to have kids.
- I am afraid of a watermelon coming out of a small tiny hole.
- I want to have a home that we won't move out of after a year.
- I want to be close to my family when raising my kids.
- I need to be a better person before creating another me.
- I like sleep...
- A little person costs a LOT of money and pain!

Reasons I would want a baby:
- They are happy little bundles of joy.
- I want to create something wonderful with Dustin
- I want to buy cute little people clothes :)
- It will be a fun new experience.
- I want to see my parents as grandparents lol!

....Basically these are not good enough reasons. So we better continue to being careful...