I want... I want them not...

My thoughts of babies change just like picking petals off a daisy flower. I want babies, I want them not, I want babies, I want them not...
Today I found myself creating a blog for a little Groff that does not exist. My arguements for not wanting a baby are:
- I got married young, I should at least wait to have kids.
- I am afraid of a watermelon coming out of a small tiny hole.
- I want to have a home that we won't move out of after a year.
- I want to be close to my family when raising my kids.
- I need to be a better person before creating another me.
- I like sleep...
- A little person costs a LOT of money and pain!

Reasons I would want a baby:
- They are happy little bundles of joy.
- I want to create something wonderful with Dustin
- I want to buy cute little people clothes :)
- It will be a fun new experience.
- I want to see my parents as grandparents lol!

....Basically these are not good enough reasons. So we better continue to being careful...